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June 2025
You ever get a sense
Where you feel everyone you know
Have ever known
You know that they are here before you
But in the sight of your eyes
It’s just a deserted bench and the ground
This bench I remember
It is the same bench
It’s always been this bench
It has been here since the beginning
Since it was in its light body
Before the darkness crept
This bench has shed its skin so many times
The old dents
Left behind by ciphering stones empty bottle drums
Are nowhere to be seen
The rest of its body has been worn down
Flush with this remnant of before
But it is the same bench
With the same wood table
The same rickety loose screws
Holding the whole thing together
I came into a new sense of life
Atop that altar frame
The combustion of expression
How humans can communicate
When there is rhythm and sacrament
Each one teach one to preach one
When we’d bomb out to the beach just to speak to it, all together
When there was struggle that lived seemlessly with sanctified salvation, let all that sings roll over like a storm cloud to allow the mirrored starlight to shine through
When poems were all that mattered, because all the poems tasted like bread
When this town was trying to transform into something other than this place it’s becoming
Yet still, it’s the same bench
Bleaching in the sun
No sign of the graffitied table cloth of dirty paint and ink, covering nearly ever surface
No lines from poems or names affirmed
No abstract drawings or lettered styles
Now there’s nothing but a bench, with years of stories lost to rain and wind, sitting in the sun, evaporating this very moment
Just as soon as it sings
We all used to sing
Spit or speak
Slam objects against each other
Slam ourselves against the bench
Holding trees as it they are their own instrument
Falling into compost heaps
And finding friends in the rot
Broken down and congealed
Not into a growing thing
But into something that lets things grow
This bench used to be a growing thing
It used be a part of something alive
Now, it only comes alive when we say it does
Wood is alright rite
You put your ear to the surface of it
Listen and see
You’ll hear the tree above it
Softly swaying
Being a home for winged things
Just like this loose screwed rickety bench
And us, arms outstretched upon it
There is no bench
There has only ever been a tree
With everyone we’ve ever loved
Composing a symphony of leaves
Out of an silent moment of rest
And rest
Is our most precious memory